WHY DONT MORE PEOPLE LOVE STING RAYS LOOK AT THAT FACE

Because they ganged up on the crocodile hunter and shanked him in cold blood.

James Alexander Malcolm MacKenzie Fraser

direwolfrising:

hp house series     ravenclaw

ladies fashion.clever layering. creative pattern-mixing. sensible basics. good use of neutrals. flair in details.

On anxiety

I had my first panic attack when I was 11. I started being treated for generalized anxiety disorder when I was 15. Since then, doctors have added OCD and depression to that diagnosis as well. I’ve come far in my treatment. I can honestly say I enjoy life. Except for times like an hour ago when I was in the middle of a panic attack. Nauseous, heart beating out of my chest, dizzy, sweating, numb. Everything hurt except when I just closed my eyes and laid on my bed, and tried to get control of my breathing patterns. Eventually the boulder sitting on my chest moved and I could sit up again. 

I’ve come far in the last 9 years. I can make phones calls without breaking into a cold sweat. I can confidentially walk into stores. I can be around people and enjoy myself. I graduated from college. I got a job I love. I try to remember that when my head is screaming “why am I so weak” and “will I ever just feel normal”. Today isn’t the day I am able to enjoy myself at a party but I know one day will be.